Hi guys! Let me tell you what's new. Nothing much but I have a new boyfriend now. His name is Robert and he's really growing on me. We meet sometime at the end of September at Ann Arundal Mills Mall. I was there but didn't feel like being bothered. He starting making small talk while I was in line for a pretzel. He asked for my number and I gave it to him without really ever looking at him. Now mind you at this time I was still talking to Renzo. I pretty much ignored this man from the get go. He use to call me entirely too much. I rarely talked to him but that didn't stop him from calling. I couldn't remember what he looked liked for his voice sounded ugly so I assumed I wouldn't be attracted to him when seeing him again. He kept telling me, "you gonna be mine". I paid him no mind at all. I just thought this dude is a punk. It won't never work between us. He's too whinny.
I honestly wasn't very nice to him and he just kept calling and leaving messages. A week before the New Year I accepted one of his many request to go out on a date. I was declining them all because I just knew I wouldn't like him. I mean if he was cute I would have remembered right? If he had any sense he would have been gave up on me. But by this time I was kinda intrigued by his personality and determination that it didn't really matter what he looked like. He lived in Baltimore and it was decided that I would go up there. When I saw him I was pleased. I thought to myself why didn't I pay him attention the first time. He's tall, 6'4, brown skin, and nice built. He is just so sexy. He told me how beautiful I was, and he's been telling me that ever since. We went to the mall and walked around. We were killing time before our movie started. He opened all doors for me, held all bags for me and even tried to carry my purse at times. Not in a gay way but in a "I'm a man and confident in who I am" kind of way. He is a true gentleman. Well while trying to kill time for our movie which we ended up walking out of because I didn't like it, we decided to go get something to eat. We went to the Outback Steakhouse and enjoyed a nice dinner. He picked up the tab and insisted on leaving the tip. It was one of those dates where you didn't want it to end. I wanted so bad to go home with him but knew better. Ever since then we been spending a lot of time together. At the end of our first date he told me he wanted me to be his. I told him he didn't really know me and I'm not the easiest person to be involved with. He didn't care. He already wanted to tie me down and I agreed. It's so much to tell because sometimes I want him around and others times I feel suffocated. He knows I'm moody and seems to accept everything about me, good and the bad.