Okay, now me and my new man has had sex already. We slept together the next weekend after our first date which was New Years Eve, right after church. OMG it was so amazing! He is hands down the BEST lover I have ever had 
. From that weekend up until today I have had some of the best sex in my LIFE! He's brings out a whole other side of me. He makes me feel so sexy and wanted 
. Let me tell you some of the things we did so far. Well I like to look good for him in the bedroom. The first time we slept together he was surprised. We fooled around a day or so earlier but didn't do the do. I had took a shower, oiled myself up real good. Put on a wig and make-up. I put on his long sleeve button shirt, and a pair of high heels. I saw his dick stand at attention threw his jeans the second he saw me. Boy is he blessed down there 
. He kept touching me and kissing me. I was so wet and wanted him so badly. He jumped in the shower and when he came out butt naked, body still wet I thought I would pass out. He looked so damn sexy. He went down on me for what seemed like forever 
. I came, and then he turned me over and licked me back there too. The only thing that went wrong was he didn't bring any condoms and all I had was Lifestyles. Well for a man his size it was a bit tight so I came but due to the tight rubber he didn't after going at it for over an hour. Taking it off was not an option so he learned to bring condoms on his future visits. He brings me breakfast in bed some mornings. Gives me great massages. Walks my dog. He is just so wonderful to me. You would think that makes me happy but it doesn't 
. I'm still waiting for the other shoe to drop. He tells me he has strong feelings for me and all I say back it, "that's nice". He just laughs and shakes his head and says "you'll see". I like him a lot but I just wish he would stop talking about his feelings so damn much. Whenever I get to annoyed I think about B and Renzo. B never talked like he saw me in his future and Renzo hurt me. Couldn't keep his dick in his pants. So what if he told me before hand that he wasn't ready for a girlfriend. The shit still hurted. I think about them and remind myself that I deserve this. Just like my friends told me. I should let someone spoil me for once. Just enjoy it and keep an open mind. I think they said something like that. Well I'm trying but he's moving a little too fast for even me. And yes he has already said the big "L" word to me. I told him not to say it again but he doesn't listen. It is nice to have someone to yourself. I feel like he's all mine for the most part. Whenever someone calls his cell he answers it, tells whoever it is that he's chilling with his girl and will call them later. I must admit it makes me feel good. Not to mention after our first sexual encounter dude gave me the password to his voicemail. Said he had no secrets and he's all mine. I made a promise to myself never to check it and that's big for me. So far I kept that promise to myself. He's growing on me though but I'm being cautious 
. Oh I wasn't finished talking about the sex. Yesterday he teased me while I was blind folded. I know he used ice cubes, chocolate syrup, and a jolly rancher blow pop. You can figure the rest out by yourself. He told me I was the best lover he has ever had. I kinda already knew that but it didn't hurt my ego for him to tell me. 
5 total marks.
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DAYUMMMMMM!!! It's like that??!?!?! Wow!! 
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