Hope everyone had a nice weekend. Mine was okay. Robert came down and hung out. Sad to say I don't like being around him no more then 3 days at a time. It makes things a little hard being that we are about to have a child together. He's still just a little to clingy but he's working on it. He's currently looking for a job here in D.C., he lives in Baltimore. I really have mixed feelings about all this. I found out Saturday that I'm about 5 weeks pregnant. I told my mom yesterday and she was really shocked. She said she knew I wanted to tell or ask her something because I was hanging around too long. Of course she thought I was going to ask her for money. It was funny because I got to her house at 3:30 and followed her all over the house, from the basement, kitchen, her bedroom. I kept waiting for an opening. And then finally as I was packing up the dog to go around 10pm I just blurted out "by the way I'm pregnant". Glad I got that out the way. She lectured me a little bit, not the bad lecture but the be careful what you eat, no heavy lifting. She reminded me that I'm no longer a Spring Chicken so this is a good thing. I'm happy she was okay with everything. I may be 31 but I still look for my mothers approval.
I still don't know how I feel. I'm not excited, and I'm not sad. I'm not even scared anymore. It's like whatever. Robert is very excited. It's all he talks about. I try not to complain he could have turned out to be one of those men to get me pregnant and then want nothing to do with me. He swears we are going to be ok. He has money saved, he let me see his bank statements and he's doing okay. Also lets not forget the "million". I still don't know what to say about that one. I gave him plenty of times to fess up and admit it was a joke, prank, or a lie. He claims he won a big amount of money and will be getting it in a matter of weeks. He didn't win it in the lottery I just wrote that in here because it keeps things a little more anonymous. Time will tell. My friend Candy gave me good advice. Pretend that the money doesn't exist. Just play things by ear and as long as we both are two hard-working individuals we will be fine. I'm not going to tell anyone else until I'm 3 months. I think that's when there's a little less chance for miscarriage.