Thanks!
. He didn't believe me. Said he couldn't picture me pregnant. Not sure I know what that means. But he went on to tell me he was happy for me. Said that if dude didn't act right he would step in. Went on to also say that he's there for me if I need him, if I wanted him to go to an appointment or anything. Thought that was sweet but I don't see it happening. Robert is too much involved. He is already picking out names. But Friday was cool. Renzo and are really just friends. He didn't try anything. He was the first male I had in my apartment since being with Robert.
. I was just going to force myself and fake it. But before I went to bed Saturday night he went down on me and I knew I was not going to have to fake anything
. It was so good. The sex was so good. I actually cum every time we have sex and that's unusual for me. I always get mine first and then be wishing he was a 10 minute brother
cause that's all it takes for me with him. We did it a few more times before he left on Sunday. I was really happy to see him leave. Like I said I like having my place to myself.
. With that being said I'm going to try and go out more. When they do invite me I'm gonna go. I will take my own car just in case I get tired too fast I can drive myself home.
Are you serious this time? If we ask you, you'll come? I mean, I get tired of rejection sometimes. My feelings be hurt like you don't wanna hang with me no more or something. I was telling Rayneka that we just gonna have to start popping up at your house and FORCING you to come with us!!
No pop-ups. I will not come to the door.I will let the dog out on you. I just don't like going places with you and your NASA friends or a whole bunch of kids, and that's the only time you invite me somewhere.
Just to clear myself up, I don't mean your kids. I love your kids. I'm talking about too many parties at one time. Last year I tried to do better and just make apperances. But when your hanging out with your little brother and his friends.....yeah I won't be able to make it.