I don't have anything to say but just thought it was time for me to blog again. I'm bored....bored....bored!!!!!!!!!!! Out of my fuckin mind! Bored with my job, my life, and my man. Some days I like Robert, some days I don't. I just never dated anyone so clingy before and I'm a person who really LOVES my space.
Friday night Renzo came over and chilled with me. We ate crabs and had frozen virgin margaritas, and watched a movie. He knows I'm pregnant. I told him about a week ago. He was shocked
. He didn't believe me. Said he couldn't picture me pregnant. Not sure I know what that means. But he went on to tell me he was happy for me. Said that if dude didn't act right he would step in. Went on to also say that he's there for me if I need him, if I wanted him to go to an appointment or anything. Thought that was sweet but I don't see it happening. Robert is too much involved. He is already picking out names. But Friday was cool. Renzo and are really just friends. He didn't try anything. He was the first male I had in my apartment since being with Robert. Saturday I went to get another sono which didn't happen. The place I went to said they don't take my insurance. I was pissed because this was my third visit and that means I had some big bills coming in. I swung past my moms house for few. Nothing much really happened. Robert came down later that day. We played games in the house and went for a long walk with Beavis. It was nice.
I was really happy to see him leave. Like I said I like having my place to myself.
My friends didn't play a part in my weekend this time. Two went out to a club and neither invited me, and one had a cookout on Sunday, again I wasn't invited. I pretty much told two of them that they will be replaced so I think from here on out they will start asking me stuff even if they already know my answer will be no. I still like to be invited
. With that being said I'm going to try and go out more. When they do invite me I'm gonna go. I will take my own car just in case I get tired too fast I can drive myself home. Well that's it. Every time I say I don't have much to talk about it always turn into a long entry...lol.