Hello good people. Well I'm finally accepting this pregnancy and kinda looking forward too it at times. I hate the symptoms though. The nausea
and the constipation. Other then that I'm fine. I don't know if a symptom is wanting to be up under my mother all the time. My God it seems like I'm always at her house under her all the time. What's up with that? My friends are being really nice also. Always asking how I feel. When they ask it seems as if they really care. I guess I should enjoy it now because I'm constantly being told it won't be about me anymore. I have not really been depressed and I was worried about that before. I thought being pregnant in all and not being able to take my anti-depressant I was gonna go crazy. I'm very calm for the most part. Don't want to give the baby and negative vibes.
Last night I had this weird dream. Toni you were in it. My OB/GYN just happened to be a dentist also. When I went for my sonogram she put that light thing in my mouth and the baby showed up on this big screen TV. It was a girl and she had Angel wings. She was just flying around in my stomach....oh and she was white with curly hair. Toni was in the next room getting her teeth pulled. She came over to where I was at because there was no doors there. She was saying how pretty the baby was even though I was only 9 weeks. Her and I left the doctors office together to go back to work and when I looked at her she was struggling holding this big 7 seven year old. Come to find out the big 7 year old was my child. I gave birth and it aged 7 years all during my hour lunch break. I told her I didn't want the child and she could have it. She kept it and I was happy. The dream kinda scared me. Why was my child a Angel???? Why did it grow so fast???? Why did I give it away???? I'm thinking miscarriage, deformity and abandonment!!!! The dream really freaked me out this morning.Do you think it meant anything?
***Update***
I just left from having my sonogram done and the baby didn't have wings. They said everything looks normal so far and my due date is October 15th.