Just want to post a little something real quick before they close my account. I'm sorry folks but my job has been really strict with the internet use, and I don't have one at my home. Not to mention whenever I try to type like right now, the girl that seat behind me runs her mouth non-stop. I can't even concentrate.

Okay....I'm 4 months pregnant now. So far so good. I got to hear the baby's heart beat. The first time I couldn't hear it because I didn't know what to listen for but the next time I went I was prepared. All my family and friends now know that I'm pregnant and all are happy. My parents are really trying to get to know Robert better. They invited him and me on their vacation a couple of weeks ago. It turned out pretty nice. My mom's seems to really like him. I still don't want to really be with him so I figure once our child is about 1 I will dump him and find me someone else. He still lies....I still ain't seen the millions. I just stopped asking about it all together. I mean he lies about dump things. For instance he said to me last weekend, "Baby you gave me the sonogragm pictures didn't you." I said yeah you got them. Then he went on to tell me a story about how his mother saw them and how she was joking that she can tell it's a girl and he saying no it's a boy. I just looked at him and said nothing. I didn't give him the sono pictures. There are still in my possession but I just misplaced them. Which reminds me I'm going to look for them today to further prove my point. Why would he make up such a story like that? He is really crazy, and I'm stuck with him for years to come...but I'm trying.

My friends are really making this whole thing a lot easier on me. I mean they call me all the time or send "how you feeling" emails. I just told my step-sister over the weekend when she came for a visit from New York. She was really excited that she's going to be an Aunt. She claimed I took one for the team since our parents have been dying for a grandchild besides the 4-legged one that they already have.

Well I will try and stay in touch at least once a week. My life have become so boring. Not really much to talk about. I don't want to bore you all with pregnancy stories. Not that anyone really reads my blog, besides Toni, Kris, Tymme, Jonella, Sevi, and Jay. People just tag you to ask to exchange links.