Me again. I just feel like talking some more . The biggest issue I have is that all my favorite TV Shows are gone off the air. WTF!!!!  What am I gonna do with my life now? I mean no CSI, Desperate Housewives, Medium, House, or Without a Trace. Man this sucks donkey balls!

Even though I'm 5 months pregnant, not really showing a lot. I still talk to other people. Well I was talking to this guy for a minute. His name is Dion but I think he just was a freak. He was also a older man. It was fun while it lasted but since I wasn't giving up the goods I guess he figured I was a waste of his time. Surprisingly the man I'm closest too right now is Renzo. He is such a sweetheart. He's truely my friend. We talk often. I still got strong feelings for him and would like to think that one day in the future after my baby is born and maybe at least a year old he and I would hook up . I tell him these things and he's like cool but I know he doesn't take me serious. He already thinks I'm crazy as it is.

I care about Robert but I don't love him and I don't think I ever will. He is such a good man but just not the man for me.

I really need a vacation. I'm thinking about saving me some money and taking one by my self. Just a weekend or something. I just need to get away and meditate. Clear my head.