Hello wonderful people. I know it's been a very long time since I was last out here. Well let me just cut to the chase. I had my beautifully baby boy on Oct. 20th at 7:20 am. He weighed 7lbs 7ounces. My delivery was a piece of cake. I had no pain because I made sure I was doped up really good.

While in the hospital pretty much all my friends and close family came to visit. Robert stayed with me the whole time, something I could have done without. He acted like he was the patient not me. He would ask the nurse for graham crackers and I thought it was for me but he would eat them. I so wished he would go away and give me my space. Sharing one room with someone who works your nerves is not cool.

I've been staying at my moms for the most part. I love when she comes home at 5pm and takes over. I'm breast feeding but I'm always sure to make a bottle of formula for grandma to give baby so the mommy...that's me can take a break.

My friends have been really helpful. Kandi offers to take me to his appointments, Kris stops by whenever she can. Neka calls and sometimes surprises us with a visit. Toni calls everyday to check on us also.

My ex-boyfriend B calls to check on us. I had just told him I was pregnant the week of my due date. He thought the baby was his and didn't believe me when I said it wasn't. He and I have not had sex since November of 07. He spent the night at my place in January to be closer to his job due to the weather but we DID NOT have sex. It's sad when I man don't know when the did something with you. He's waiting for me to go home so he can come and visit us. He wants to see the baby. He probably just wanna see if he looks like him.

Renzo stopped by my place to meet the little guy. He's such a sweet heart.

As for Robert. He gets on my damn nerves. Everyday I think...out of all the men I been with (I know that sounds bad) why did I have to get pregnant by his ass???!!!!! I told him I don't want to be with him anymore. He sounded all pitiful saying he doesn't want to lose his family. I told him I'm not your family, RJ is not me. He can see his son as much as he wants, I just don't want a romantic relationship with him. I still want to be his friend and I still care about him but there is just no sparks. I even told him he can still spend the weekends at my house for the next 4 months to be with his son. After that I may have a new boyfriend so he might not be able to sleep over. I can't wait to start dating again.

The whole mother hood thing is going really good. I don't get much sleep but what else is new. I had insomnia before he came so the lack of sleep is not a problem right now. Maybe when I go back to work it will be but not now. Him and the dog Beavis is getting along okay. Beavis is spoiled but he's good when it comes to baby. All he wants to do is sniff him all the time. I never leave him alone with baby unsupervised though. That's all for now.

Oh no wait.....I have to tell you guys I found a roach in my burger. I went to Wendy's on Annapolis road in New Carrollton Maryland. Yes I have to put them on blast because  I called the 1-800 number and NO ONE ever called me back. Anyway. I found the roach in my sandwich sitting on a piece of lettuce. It was dead by the way. I was almost finished my buffalo chicken sandwich and it was so good. Then when I was about to take another bite I saw something black on my lettuce! After further investigation I realized it was a roach. I started throwing up everything. I looked for my receipt so I can call the manager but the dumb girl didn't give me one. I went on line found the number and called but the line was busy. I looked up the number for the main office but since it was a Friday night it was closed and wouldn't reopen until Monday. I left a comment and explained what happened and told them I wanted someone to contact me. No one ever did. I finally got a hold of the manager of the store and told him of my findings. He said "Oh no...that has never happened before. Bring your sandwich back and I will refund your money". Since it was now a little past mid-night I wasn't taking baby out in the cold so I was prepared to take it to them another day. I just wanted to talk to the big people. I'm not trying to get any money out of this I just wanted assurance that they will have someone go in and inspect the place and make sure their not serving up any more roach sandwiches. I never took the sand which back but did contact the local health department who said they will be sure too look into it. Not sure if they will or not but I did my civic duty and I really wanted to throw the sand which in the trash because I saw it everytime I looked in the fridge. I was saving it for evidence in case I became ill.

I wanted to post some pictures of the baby on my site but it says it's too large and I don't have time to figure it out. I'll do it when I go back to work in January. Take care everyone and happy holidays.